*breathes in and out ala darth vader* i can feel the desperation. and its only been a day and a half of felixlessness.
i began my search at studio. the desperation was so deep that i found myself being cheek-kissed by one of my close guy friends and wishing that i could make out with someone. anyone. frantically, i searched for this guy who apparently thinks i am extremely hot. i couldnt find him. my eyes fell on this really cute kid in a blue-striped shirt and i gazed at him *i love the fact that i have glasses now!* i weighed things in my head --his mannerisms, his cheeks, his body build, his clothes-- and guessed he was around fourteen. right on the dot! i stopped myself from going up to him and making out with him on the spot. i stopped myself. but with great difficulty. and with five of my friends telling me to stop cradlesnatching!!!
*slaps self back to reality*
then i went to silom to meet up with some friends who were considerably older (i.e. in their twenties and thirties). ok, i juz have to say it: FRANCK WAS SIZZLING HOTTT!!! i dont care if his wife is reading this *yes, he has a wife*, coz he was really hot. HOT, HOT, HOTTT!!! (im sorry, isabell. juz being honest, schnuckiputz!) again, i stopped myself from grabbing him, kissing him, grinding on him on the dancefloor, and humping him in the back of the club. i stopped myself. but with great difficulty. and with his wife popping up out of nowhere every fifteen mins.
*slaps self back to reality*
das bin ich mit meiner schatzipoo. <3
surprisingly, i didnt think abt felix while i was there.
havent updated in a while. im only doing so now coz MY LOVELY, SEXY BABY ALICE asked me to. and tis her bdee today!!!
HAPPY HAPPY BDEE, MY LOVE! <3 break lotsa hearts and get a lotta hot kisses from hot men, yah? i love youuu! <3 i noe we havent known each otha dat long, but we've shared enough tequila shots, enough tears, enough assholes, enough gossip n enough looove for me to say dat u r THE BOMB! n i love u to death. n i would die without u. n our second home would neva be complete without u. hahaha. i better c u there tmr! LOSERS UNITE! 0;p
it hasnt been a great xanga absence, but ill update coz a couple of mah babeses want me to. ~ ive been having far too much pizza. and subway. and junk food, in general. its felixs fault! tummy is slowly becoming an even bigger balloon. *sigh* ~ i have become obsessed with smallville once again. season 5, anyone? ~ got my period. and he ran to four 7/11s looking for tamps for me. ended up running all the wei to foodland *8 blocks awei* juz to get me some. <3 ~ i have also become obsessed with my ps2 once again. does anyone have any games they no longer play? im willing to buy, borrow, or trade! 0:) ~ my habibi slapped someone at studio! the shock, the shock..... ~ he walked two hrs all the wei to see me coz he thought i was pissed at him. <3 ~ midterms sucked. almost as much as a whore does. ~ been working my ass off a lot for the nation: smartlife. ~ he said, "you have no idea how much you mean to me. no idea." <3 ~ been spending loads of time with him. <3 ~ oh, and ive been having AMAZING sex. *too much info? sowee, but i had to get that out there.*
so thats the update on my so-called "life". not as exciting as you had hoped it would be, but at least its something.
::THANK YOU:: to dale gutzman, for giving us such an amazing gift. to everyone in the cast. [-cast members, click here-]
::THANK YOU:: to all my friends who watched, my habibi, liss, my kiddo, david, my fellow vampire lover, [-maria-], my mum, [-mimi-], my pink lady, susie, and my entire family.
::THANK YOU:: to all my friends who promised they would watch but didnt. you are a bunch of liars. eric, with your lame excuses, [-numee-], i cant even express the anger in words, [-yael-], bruno, the alexes, mary, and the list goes on and on.
ah, well. youre the ones who missed out on the best play in the world. no exaggerations.
no, i am not dead. i am ++ alive ++ and stronger than ever because dracula's blood is pumping thru my veins.
when you called and i said "im at rehearsals", when you called and i didnt pick up, when you called and thought i was avoiding you, here is proof that i have been --productive--
this is it. !!!OUR MASTERPIECE!!! come watch! you wont regret it.
